today lesson per normal, have english lesson for the first period. principal, Mdm shanti came to our class for lesson. second period was chinese.. have compo test. unable to write within time limit. not happy wif my performance and plus i forget how to write those chinese words, need waste my time checking dictionary. third lesson was geography. also have test. so many tests within one day. one question on food and another is development. i chose development. i hope i can get some marks. went for recess. i had save $60 already.(happy!) after recess, went for math lesson. Ryan Neo will be back on 30th of april. kinda miss him.? hahas. Christoper Lee Chang Yuan teach de lesson damn sian larhx. can i choose to change teacher. plus now he is teacing vectors. i wan ryan neo to teach me tis not him. after school, went to piano there do[copy] my english compre. 1pm went for chinese remedial, it was damn fucking boring. a class of 15.. only 5 came. the whole lesson only me and chewshih answering the teacher. i tahan till 2pm. i think the next remedial i not going le. waste my time only, i rather go do my art. den continue from 2pm to 5pm ART. today the whole day i never eat larhx. damn hungry. today i was all alone in the art class.. super duper boring. last time, my every friday is so free. and i use to love friday so much. BUT NOW.. haiis. my friday gone. no more! just art art art! 讨厌 larhx. today i was kanna hit by the soccer ball. bloody hell. damn dulan larhx. and damn pain sia. made my tears drop. nabei. but never mind, i will not let it happen again.

haiis! blog till here bahx. tmr still got CIP. from 9am to 1pm.

anybody see me must help me donate horhx.!

nights everybody! iloveJoN.

hey! i'm back again to blog. it since two days i never blog le.

lazy to blog and nothing interesting.

tuesday's and wednesday's school life was normal.

today is thursday, let me start my story....

today, i was almost late in the morning. The bell rang before i step into the school. I was afraid tat i might late for school one day. hope not. normal assembly at parade square, reading my newspaper and fanning myself. the weather was so warm. have my PE lesson for the first period, i passed everything stations except my 2.4km run. BLOODY HELL. i failed by 16sec only lorhx. damn angry larhx.!!! went to standing broad jump to see those people who failed to jump. cindy and janli finally passed their standing broad jump. after tat went to play badminton.

Ran up to the next lesson, and tat was ART. i was late but HENG arhx!! Ms Ng was absent today. damn fcuking happy sia. went to library to use com and drew one pic.

next recess.

next social studies lesson. Mdm Choo say i am the NUMBER 1 in copying. a photocopier. hahaz.

nvm. i will slowly learn bit by bit.

next, school assembly. it was damn sian sia. feel like sleeping. it was interesting when comes to ending. ... went for break. after tat chemistry lesson. have chemistry test. i never study much. so i think i gonna fail. during test, after i finished.. i fall asleep. so shiok!

AHHHHHHHH!

after chemistry still need go for geography test. went to take test. i hate having test at AVA theathre, cos the table there very de small. but nvm, teacher say tis will be the last geography test for thursday le. weehx! so happy.

and now i got nothing to talk about liao...... end of my story today..

wahahahahaha. [crazy]

counting down 9 more days to chewshih's BBQ liao. so forward looking to her BBQ. feel so excited. cos i know it will be FUN.

tmr...... after school there will be chinese remedial from 1pm to 2pm. den art. tmr no time for me to slack at foyer le.. UNLESS MS NG NEVER COME. hahas.

blog till here bahx.. its time for me to sleep le. bye!

let me have a short post today.!!

reading chewshih's and shindy's blog. i feel...

as now i m in the status opp of theirs. i feel so sad for them.

i think i should share some ❤ wif them or be selfish.

only try to be by their side when they sad and cheer them up by my entertainment?

most of the time when they are sad, i wil keep entertaining them, trying to make them putting smiles on their faces. but tis time round, i m not sure whether i can do tat anymore. but i will still try my very best.

everybody is tired now. nobody can help you except yourself.

give urself sometime when you are stress up. giving urself time limit to rest.

do not overwork, cos you might not take it.

each of us trying our very best le. nothing is perfect.

blog till here. dunno wat to write le.

JIAYOU bahx! my friends.

[chewshih, wendy, shindy, janli, cindy, puayhoon, and many many more]

and my loves one.

[JoN]

back to here to post again. not feeling quite well recently.

fucking damn sian larhx.. tmr need face the reality again. i hate it man.

hate facing the fact of hurting relationship, stress of studies. alot alot larhx.

keep wishing tat i having my freedom now. how i wish tmr dun need go sch.

lets blog till here. sick and tired of my life.

I JUST WANT A SIMPLE LIFE.!!!!!!

izzit so difficult?

can say this is the first time i took many photos wif her.
more outings. i m so looking forward to JUNE holiday.!

today early in the morning wake up for my 2.4km run again. bcos last saturday i failed. when i wake up, my whole body ache. my leg damn pain. but still need force myself to run. meet cindy at the meeting point. we decided to run at 8am. today is my second run, and i failed again. damn dulan larhx.. second time already lorhx. first run, i mostly walking and my timing is 18min plus. today..second run, i mostly jogging. can say i jogged all the way and at the last part, i used chiong de. i also failed and my timing is 18.06. how can it be. the timing sure got problem. i think i not running le. i dun really care le. i try so hard but in the end still.... i m such a failure!

yesterday went out wif cindy, janli, chewshih and elizabeth. meet cindy at bedok inter at 10.45am and i was late. so sorry! she waited for me for 15 mins. so paiseh sia. first time go out wif her den i was late. sorry to janli also, as she waited for us also quite long de. me, chewshih, janli and cindy met up le. we went off to vivo city. shopping! after tat, went to harbour front to see one of the shop den have lunch at there. i have my janpanese food. rate: 4/5. haha.
next stop, we went to raffles city. cindy bought a bag from there. addidas de. nice! she got total of 50% if i m not wrong. and we met up elizabeth at there. Another stop, BUGIS. we love that place. when we reach bugis, it was raining heavily. so we went to arcade to play first. we have lots of fun there. after playing, we just can't wait for the rain stop to cross over to bugis street to shop. so elizabeth and janli bought an umbrella each and cross over to bugis street.
SHOPPING! SHOPPING! SHOPPING!
i bought two T-SHIRT.
cindy bought two T-SHIT also. same design but different colour and one short.
janli also bought something.
chewshih also bought something.
except elizabeth, she never buy anything.
bought those merchandise we wanted. decided to leave tat place le.
next, one last stop. we went to tampines 1. but chewshih never go, as she need to go home. tampines 1 was crowded with so many people sia. tat need security guard to be there. total i think got 6 level. there is COUPLE LAB there. i was so so so so happy. next time i wan buy things from there will be much more easier than go till plaza sing.
WALK! WALK! WALK!
our legs damn tired. decided to go home le.

i m freaking tired larhx. who can help me!? i tired of everything.
tired of ...
my relationship,
going to school,
doing homework,
doing my art.
just everything. i wan my freedom.
i dunno whether i can carry on till when. i may collapse one day.
hope someone will stand by me.

today........ haiis! early in the morning, my mood was so bad. due to him larhx. bloody hell. never mind. sitting at the parade square with mostly of my head facing down. my friends care about me and asked me why. my answer for them is just nothing. reading period, ms wong say care for ur loves one around you. i did. during reading period, my tears started coming down. i told myself not to cry, but i can't do it. after the released, i ran towards wendy and i started crying. i told her how i feel at tat time. finally i cried, i have been tolerating for so long le.
firstperiod is ART. went to art wif my eyes red. ms ng was shock. she asked me wat happen. in the middle of lesson, she asked me out to chat. i told her the situation i have. she say next time i got anything happen, i can go find her anytime. so touch when a teacher say tis to me. thanks ms ng. and wendy also say, i got anything tat i wanna say out and wanna find a listener can go find her.. THANKS WENDY! crying out everything i feeling much more better now. i will be netrual.

i have saved $36 only for now. still got more to go. when can i save up to about $100? saving money is so difficult.

blog till here. damn tired nowadays. no more freedom after sch. all i have are remedial remedial remedial. lesser and lesser time to be with him. will just tahan few more months and i thinking i will have even more time to be with him. heehx! so happy. stop being crazy and stop till here!