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Tuesday, April 07, 2009

today........ haiis! early in the morning, my mood was so bad. due to him larhx. bloody hell. never mind. sitting at the parade square with mostly of my head facing down. my friends care about me and asked me why. my answer for them is just nothing. reading period, ms wong say care for ur loves one around you. i did. during reading period, my tears started coming down. i told myself not to cry, but i can't do it. after the released, i ran towards wendy and i started crying. i told her how i feel at tat time. finally i cried, i have been tolerating for so long le.
firstperiod is ART. went to art wif my eyes red. ms ng was shock. she asked me wat happen. in the middle of lesson, she asked me out to chat. i told her the situation i have. she say next time i got anything happen, i can go find her anytime. so touch when a teacher say tis to me. thanks ms ng. and wendy also say, i got anything tat i wanna say out and wanna find a listener can go find her.. THANKS WENDY! crying out everything i feeling much more better now. i will be netrual.

i have saved $36 only for now. still got more to go. when can i save up to about $100? saving money is so difficult.

blog till here. damn tired nowadays. no more freedom after sch. all i have are remedial remedial remedial. lesser and lesser time to be with him. will just tahan few more months and i thinking i will have even more time to be with him. heehx! so happy. stop being crazy and stop till here!

Monday, April 06, 2009

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recently, lots of things have been happening. haiis! in just few days, so much problems happening. i m tired! very very tired now. i can't manage my studies den now tis kind of thing happened. why will tis happen? wat happen to us? many ?????????????????????

from tis quarrelling, i think i have learnt something. in fact, many...

firstly, i won't tell secrets at all. unless to JoN. now he can be counted as the closest person to me le.a person tat i can share my thoughts wif. cos i trust him. he is my loves one. if i kept everything within me, i think i one day will go mad. hope he can understand me. i dun wish him to neglect me. DaR: iloveyou.

secondly, i won't trust anybody easily. tis time round, i will see carefully whether who can be trusted. wanting a friend tat can be trust and worth me to trust is so difficult. trying very hard to be learning independent, cos i know one day, everyone around me will leave me. i have once tis feeling. when i sad, nobody was there, accept kevin. he was there for me, conforting me but not others. i think tis is friend? now i like tat, kevin.. i m sry. i will just let off tis matter.

i will learn from my bloody mistakes. i will try to stop interfering and slowly get myself out of tis. sorry chewshih. i will try not to get into problems. i wan study le. i went for sec 5 is because of JoN, my parents. going for sec 5 due to some reasons. i dunwan waste my tis years. i have wasted much of my time already. due to never study when i m in sec 2, i drop to sec 3 NA. abit regret. now my aim is tat, I WANT GO POLY. going to the same polytechnic wif him.

i think my limit reaches a point le. i'm tired le. . . . . .

till here!

Sunday, April 05, 2009

taken by chewshih.

sing sing sing

all taken by chewshih.. candid!

justin! candid also!

some overdue pictures at ktv.

let talk about today. something happen and was settle le.

everything went well as wat i was thinking.

haiis. everything counted as over le.. settled.

today spending my whole day at home doing my homework and draw some art pictures.

why must we have homework.? homework is for wat de? help teacher spending their time by makring? dun u thinking doing homework is lame? especially chinese hw? damn lame. wasting my time only.

after today.. no more time to relax anymore. our mid year exam starting from 5th of may.

almost everyday after school have remedial. currently there is no remedial on monday..

tuesday after sch either there is chemistry or physic remedial.

wednesday, maths remedial.. but next few weeks due to Mr. Ryan Neo have to go for his reservice, there will be no math remedial.. so happy.

thursday, end lesson at 3pm, den rest for half an hour den need go for geography test or social studies test.

friday, art day. need go for art from 1.30pm till 4.30pm..haiis. pathetic sia..

tat is my school life. haiis

i wanna quickly end my secondary education..

i wan freedom.

blog till here.. homework time!

Saturday, April 04, 2009

Early in the morning woke up to go BEDOK TOWN PARK for my 2.4km run. After the run, i was not feeling well. i was squarting in the shelter, chatting wif cindy. she say she first time run so fast. Squating at there, DaR walked toward me to accompany and see whether i'm izzit okay! so sweet of him. He went to sat beside me, seeing not feeling well, he called me to sit instead of squating. =D sitting in the shelter resting. after awhile, before chewshih and wendy started their run, we [me, DaR, zhengwei] decided to went to mac. walking toward the 7-11, we saw eric, yoongkai, hanwei, zhengqun. so we asked them along too. they went mac and i went home to have a shower. damn sweaty! went down to find them again. and they decided to go HanWei's house to have fun. 12 plus left hanwei's hus wif DaR.

SORRY!..CHEWSHIH AND WENDY!!! i pangseh u both. but in the end we still meet up together.hahas. went to chewshih's hus to meet her and Wendy burn!. after tat we took cab to KTV! cos we are late. let me tell you, who went for singing session today.. [ ME, Chewshih, Wendy, ZhengWei, JunWei, Justin, WeiDong] having some fun.. but i miss my DaR. hais! went home at 7 plus. finish eating my dinner and now i m sitting in front of my computer to blog.!

blog till here bahx.