today's outing wif lsb, i dun feel happy. although there are some parts which are happy, but mostly were unhappy moments. Met Jon at 1:30pm to go buy his present. den walk walk around den went bugis de arcade to find the rest. den headed to seoul garden. after eating, went Iluma de arcade play. den trained down to plaza sing. blah blah den arcade den home.
why happy moments, will alway be so short. i damn happy when i'm wif him only. he cook for me. he did turn around a few time to see whether i behind or not. but he doesn't seem tat he care for me. i feel miserable. my heart hurts, i can feel the pain. Am i still loving him? if tat so, i just wanna give up, cos i know there's no hope at all. why m i so stupid again. haiis. i tears all the way on my journey back home. its so paiseh, as everyone kept looking at me. but i can't control, as i kept thinking about every sec i spend wif you today.
i'm crying like fuck now. @#%^&$%&*&$.

outing.

i'm back. one week never blog nia, zhuzhu say my blog dead liao. wth.
i should be ending my work at 18th dec but extended till 30th dec. After tis work, i got to find another job again. hope to get a job highly pay. this thursday got to work again, and its christmas eve. 25th dec, christmas, i'm working also.. till 7pm. anybody wanna come fetch me after work and go for celebration for christmas? haha.
Wah.! sian. i havent got my pay. were told tat saturday will get pay but WTF. kept checking but still dun have. got call tat tis saturday den got pay. still thinking of after getting pay, can prepare christmas present for friends and buy alot of things i haunting for so long. but haiis. still got to wait but heng, i still got money from last year.
today went outing wif shindy, yingyingg, joey and deyuan. shindy was late for 40mins plus. den decided to go to marina barrage. the wind there was damn strong manz. den 5 plus, we can't decide where to go, so all left. den i went to bugis to find justin, junwei and weidong, to ask about tmr. den home.
Tmr going out wif LSB. hope to have time to blog tmr. stay tune.!

L.O.V.E

IMISSHIM.
♥♥♥♥♥♥
What hurts the most is . . . letting go of someone you know you truly love .

long post.

i'm back after so many days. Miss me? hahas. Been working.

6th Dec:

Ended work at 7AM. bused home wif shindy and her brother. After that meet up wif shindy again at 2pm. Den train down to orchard, CK TANG. to find zhuzhu. Accompany jason and zhuzhu for their break. blah blah blah.. den went down to cineleisure arcade to meet up wif sam and his gang. den have went to have dinner and wait for zhuzhu to end work. den went to see lighting. lols. den home.

7th Dec:

Met up shindy and zhuzhu at tampines and i was late again.

ps: but i worth the wait. hahas.

went to kelly services to hand in the time sheet. so troublesome. but in order to get the pay, bo bian lorhx.

trained down to bugis. weehx.!! Shop.Shop.Shop! *happy* In the evening, went to have dinner at bugis junction de mac. Finish dinner, puayhoon ring me up saying she at bugis. den went to meet her at BHG and say hi to her mum. after tat, we decided to take neoprint. After neoprint session, went back to BHG to find puayhoon's mum. den together we took train home. ^^

8th Dec:

Met up shindy at bedok post office, as she need to pay some bills. after tat, took train down to orchard, CK TANG to find zhuzhu. those ppl who dunno. zhuzhu is zhiyong, is also shindy de stead. ^^ hahas. Den me and shindy went to Far East to shop shop. went back to CK TANG to wait for zhuzhu to end work. while waiting, bought a melody soft toy for shindy for christmas present. about 8 plus, took train back to bedok and home.!