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yesterday met up wif shindy at 11am, but we are late again. we ended up meeting each other at 11.30am if i'm not wrong. Met up liao, went to buy waffles to eat as for our breakfast/lunch. Went void deck to slack and finish up our waffles before meeting mel. Bused down to meet and slack. Around 5 plus left and headed to Eunos to buy something and slack. Had my icecream there. den home. Reach home, msg wif him. but haiis. he totally spoilt my mood.

today, dun feel like going out at all. damn moody.
tmr will be going to the agency to fill up forms and some briefing for my job. tat all for today.

clarke quay.

Yesterday met up wif shindy at 12pm and went *puffpuff*. After tat i vomited. Omg. Our first stop to plaza singapura. i bought one box of  fake eyelashes, one packet of oil control paper and a pair of sockets for work. After shopping, went puffpuff again. Den trained down to Clarke Quay. tis is the second i went there. Another reason going there was to find a club name call Zirca and we found it. Have our lunch at Liang Court de mac. there is no shelter there link to liangcourt. so me and shindy walk in the rain and shindy is sick. back to the shopping mall, went to basement 1 to the Sticky shop. bought one packet of sweets and slack at there for hour plus to look at those guys working there making sweets. one of the guys offer sweets to me. ^^ den went to slack along the river, listening to music and chat. Den trained back to bedok and home sweet home.

Today never go out due to shindy is sick. Erm. i think tmr will go out? i'm not sure. The agency ppl called me just now. Monday going down to fill up form and some briefing. Will be starting work on dec.

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yeah.! I'm back. Been working on saturday and sunday at Vivo watson as a promoter. While shindy is at Vivo Giant. For tis two days, we met up in the morning and headed to have lunch den work. tis promoter job is damn slack, i like but is too boring. so i had quit the job liao. monday, went to shelby house wif shindy and puayhoon to slack. she prepared breakfast for us. slack till 5 or 6 plus, bo bian accompany puayhoon to simlim square for filling up form as she dunno where is it and how to go. lols. yesterday, meet yihao at 3:30pm to argency to find job. Now waiting for calls so currently jobless. ^^ den after tat yihao left. me and shindy went for lunch/dinner at KFC. den went shop and slack and puffpuff and chat. den home sweet home. As for today, stay at home. not sure tmr going out or not.

long post.

i'm back. let me start posting from 13th OCT. i will post whatever i still remember.

On 13th oct, went to sch per normal and i got my art paper 2 themes. i still rmb tat day i didn't went for english and slack in the canteen wif Jon. And i got information to go sentosa on the next day, 14th oct.

On 14th oct, meet Shindy, Don, Yihao, TugKeong and ZhengHao early in the morning at blk 739 de kopitiam. Me, Shindy, Don and Yihao didn't go school tat day. We went sentosa. Tat day was the day before our sch de graduation day. On tat day, i very happy.^^ memories.!

On the 15th oct, it's my graduation day. i was quite sad. i cried and hugged ms hooi and i said sorry to her. i said: thank you and sorry ms hooi. sorry for me being so i imature, giving you so many trouble. thanks for forgiving.=) After sch, went far east wif shindy.

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days before science practical,

first day, went to east coast after studying wif Shindy, Don, Yihao and kevin. we went there to slack and arcade to play.

second day, went to east coast again wif Shindy, Don, Yihao, TugKeong, ZhengHao and kevin as Don addicted to one arcade machine, he say fun and he wanna broke the record. lols. Another thing was he said he wanna cycle. tat day was fun. i super happy larhx.^^ memories.! And i still rmb tat two days i was sick and having fever, but after tat two days of playing, i recovered.

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make friends wif Melven and WeiSheng. den followed by knowing Andy.

On 4th nov, after physic and geography paper, went to tampines wif Shindy, PuayHoon, Melven, Andy and Weisheng.

On 6th nov, met up wif Shindy and Puayhoon at bedok inter and went to bugis to have lunch and shop around while waiting for Andy, Melven and Weisheng. Around 3 or 4 plus, went to meet them at city hall platform. Headed to Orchard and went to far east to shop. tis time round was those guys' shopping. we gals just pei them walk walk.

Bedok~Bugis~Far East~Peninsula Plaza~Suntec City~Home.

On 8th nov, met up with shindy at tm at 4 plus. She pei me go buy my earpiece at POPULAR den shop shop around. Around 5 plus, went studying wif Andy, Melven and weisheng.

On the 11th, was my last paper. damn excited on tat day. After paper, took cab home wif shindy and puayhoon. den meet at tm once we were ready. I saw [him] at tm. i damn happy. Went to have dinner at Pasta Mania. *delicious* yum.yum. den shop shop den went to century square arcade to wait for Jon, zhengwei, junwei, justin, weidong, zhanyang. went home at 10 plus.^^

Yesterday, met up wif shindy and puayhoon to go Jurong East to interview for job.

As for today, met up wif shindy at 11.30am at tm but we both are late. Bought two polo tee for work. After tat went to Bugis to interview another job. I'm despo for job now. i wan $$$. Bought one more top at bugis street. den home.

Tmr and sunday, i will working. So i will be back on monday.

I MISS [HIM]

Hey.! I'm back, but i'm not gonna post anything but just photos. i will start posting after O's. Stay tune.

Today is the 20th of sep. One month from tat day my love one left me. I miss you. Yesterday been recalling about wat i have done in the past. Many friends of mine been saying that i have changed, i guess so. But i think nobody can understand me and know what m i thinking. i am going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like its just a dream and pretend nothing is hurting me. It's so hard for me to survive in this world. But i wan to get myself to understand that we are born to face all this mistakes, torture, reality and experience it. maybe tis is just the starting for me. Its weird how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends to being practically strangers again.. and it all happens so fast. i hope from today on, i will never be looking back.

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Girls, no matter how strong we are, we get weakened by this addictive and yet sadistic noun – LOVE.

Because when you love someone, you tend to mold into that someone he loves and what he wants you to be. It is inevitable. It is only natural, an unforeseen force. You may have a mechanical defense and say, “Never lose yourself when you are in a relationship” but seriously now; the only reason why you call your man, The Other Half, or The Significant Other is because he MAKES the other half of you. He completes you. He has become part of you and you part of him. Not only because of the existence of his love in your life but because of the person you have become to suit yourself in his life and yours to his.

Love is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, and impossible to live without. Now all that i want is one guy who can prove to me that they're not all the same.

I'm back. Yesterday have a good sleep. replenish my sleepness. slept at 12 plus on friday night and wake up at 6 plus yesterday. it was a long sleep. rest the whole day.

Friday, have my physic and chemistry mcq exam for one hour but i slept for half an hour. really very tired as i slept at 4plus. not enough sleep at all. After exam, went to library to faster finish up my art. keep rushing all the way. from morning 9 plus start doing art till at night 9 plus. it was so tiring but still haven't finish it. the actual due date is on tuesday. still got so much to do.

short post. lazy to recall.