Today is the 20th of sep. One month from tat day my love one left me. I miss you. Yesterday been recalling about wat i have done in the past. Many friends of mine been saying that i have changed, i guess so. But i think nobody can understand me and know what m i thinking. i am going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like its just a dream and pretend nothing is hurting me. It's so hard for me to survive in this world. But i wan to get myself to understand that we are born to face all this mistakes, torture, reality and experience it. maybe tis is just the starting for me. Its weird how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends to being practically strangers again.. and it all happens so fast. i hope from today on, i will never be looking back.
Girls, no matter how strong we are, we get weakened by this addictive and yet sadistic noun – LOVE.
Because when you love someone, you tend to mold into that someone he loves and what he wants you to be. It is inevitable. It is only natural, an unforeseen force. You may have a mechanical defense and say, “Never lose yourself when you are in a relationship” but seriously now; the only reason why you call your man, The Other Half, or The Significant Other is because he MAKES the other half of you. He completes you. He has become part of you and you part of him. Not only because of the existence of his love in your life but because of the person you have become to suit yourself in his life and yours to his.
Love is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, and impossible to live without. Now all that i want is one guy who can prove to me that they're not all the same.
