'❤

today suppose to go ikea wif wendy for art,

but everything change..

wendy, nvm. its okay de.

dun feel like staying at home so i meet shindy and chewshih at downown, E!hub.

followed by zhengchao, zhengwei and justin.

before meeting them,

i went to meet jiaxin,

one of my working friend.

she pass me her physic and chemistry books. as she not using le.

so good of her..

JIAXIN, THANK YOU SO MUCH.!

after taking the books,

went to meet them.

go arcade. and sweat abit.. feeling better.

but now i still feel quite weak.

we spend hours walking around.

NO LIFE.!

my dinner at SWENSEN.

so much cheeze. as i m sick,

when eating more and more, i feel disgusted.

feel like vomiting.

heng! zhengchao, zhengwei and justin help me to eat.

in this pic, we seem to be in a same height.

sian, yesterday i fall sick larhx..

so long never sick le.

yesterday suddenly sick..

damn suffering.

JoN'❤, i miss you so much!

i hope u get well soon,

so i can see you..

iloveyou.❤

say that you love me

My morning starts to shine with teardrops in my eyes

And here I am alone starting to realize

That my days would be brighter

If I could learn to hide

The feelings that I have for you

Keep hurting me inside

Then my day begins with simple thoughts of you

Hoping that tomorrow will be me and you

Sharing dreams with each other

And making them come true

Holding one another

Saying "all I need is you"

But will you say that you love me

And show me that you care

Say when I need you

You will always be there

But if you go and leave me

This I swear is true

My love will always be with you

Now my nights would end with just one wish, that’s you

To hold me in the dark and help me make it through

’cause the pain that’s inside me

Would simply melt away

If I had you here with me

And promise me you’d stay

But will you say that you love me

And show me that you care

Say when I need you

You will always be there

But if you go and leave me

This I swear is true

My love will always be with you

(instrumental)

But will you say that you love me

And show me that you care

Say when I need you

You will always be there

But if you go and leave me

This I swear is true

My love will always

My love will always be with you

RANDOMLY..

O_O

today, i have my social studies and chemistry test..

FAIL.. confirm one..

for both test, i slept. too tired already plus also dunno how to do.

today is JUSTIN's BIRTHDAY..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.!

after school, i heard tat my dar got sick and went home and he never took his exam also. i was so worry! today should be having physic remedial but i didn;t attend.. cos i forgot.

after school, slack at foyer awhile to plan for today. den after tat went to downtown for SAKURA. still havent open. den after tat, they decide to go to tampines mall to have seoul garden.. we all took cab down to tm.. went to seoul garden and at there for more than 2 hrs..

halfway through, me and chewshih went to swensen to buy ice cream cake as they wan it.. we bought the cake for $31.00..

after tat, went shopping awhile.. den go home.

me and chewshih reach bedok..

we went to have a look at shirts.. it was nice and we bought..

we bought the same pattern again and different colour again..

after tat.. HOME SWEET HOME..

my baobeii fall sick le.. so poor thing..

i very xintong. he sick but i can't stay beside him to take care of him.

i m so worry about him.

tmr he won't be coming to school. haiis.!

dar.. hope u get well soon.!

iloveyou, imissyou.

muarckz.

monday, which is YESTERDAY.

our school basketball team have their last basketball match le.

againt TAMPINES SEC.. and PINGYI SEC WON.!

yesterday, khairul and lester never go.

mean tat our sch can win without them.. JOKING pls.

after match, we went back to watch basketball match again..

DUNMAN against ANGLICAN.

anglican finally lost.. hahaz.. LOSER.

after watching match, we went to dunno blk wat de kopitiam.

as we are trying to avoid tat stupid naggy terence..

after eating..

we went home as today we will be having common test..

saturday, 21 feb.!

erm................................................

meet chewshih at 8:30am.. BUT SHE IS LATE..

waited for her.. den we headed to canteen to find her teacher..

tat day i learn something of physic..

after tat, we faster went out to buy food to eat.

as we have our chinese remedial tat day at 11:00am..

we tabao maggie mee and lots of tibits.

tat day de chinese remedial is fun..

can say i answer the most question.. happy.. show off.! hahaz

after tat we went to study.. before studying, we went shopping.

me and chewshih bought a singlet each.

we both bought the same pattern but different colour..

chewshih also bought a necklace, a ring and dunno wat le.

den we went to blk 139 de KFC..

after tat went home.. before going home..

we go have a look at china phone. den tabao food den GO HOME.!

tat day was tired..

Sunday, 22 feb.

the whole day staying at home, do homework and study.

as monday i got my english and math common test.

...

SOOOOOOOO many days never update my blog le..

after 19 feb, i never blog till today. 24 feb.
been four days never blog le..

erm.. let me start from ... on the 20th feb, friday

which SEAN's BIRTHDAY..

on that day, after their basketball match, per normal.. we went to 85 market to have dinner again.. after dinner.. chewshih and puayhoon went to buy birthday cake.

follow by singing birthday songs and took photo..

after tat.. they went to play basketball at fengshan cc..

about 8 plus.. we from fengshan cc walk to bedok inter..

tat day i was so happy..

tat day i got my kiss............. lols

den went home bathe liao den sleep.. Zzzz!

haiis

today is my 92nd post.. so many days never blog.. my blog rotting soon. there are quite alot of homework, but when i reach home, i dun feel like doing any of the homework. after one day of school, it was so so so tired. even some lesson i will fall asleep. if i dun wanna have myself fall asleep, i will daydream.. daydreaming about happy things.. those lovely times when i m with him. yesterday, is quite an important day but i have ruin.. sad=(

i wanna change myself.. I WANT TO CHANGE.. haiis.. it is so difficult. i need time to learn from my mistake i have made.. and i also need time to understand you. i need time to change.

everytime i have done something wrong, i will start thinking.... why can't time just stop at our happy moments? why happy moments must pass it so fast? and while coming to sadness.. the time will pass so slow. NOT FAIR.!

now how i wish tat i finish my O's level.. haiis. after O's, most of the time i and him can spend together. we won't stress about anything. i wish i hope, everyday he will be by my side, alway be there for me when i need him, have my hugs and kisses from him everyday, accompany me when i m alone..

wish? hope? foolish to think about all tis bahx.

tmr will be basketball match against tanjong katong.. tmr i can't go wif him, take the same bus, sit beside him, lie on his shoulder.. bcos of tat stupid chemistry remedial.. why can't the teacher just put on other day? i dun feel like going. CAN I DUN GO? people tell me.

tmr is sean's birthday. HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY!

in my mind now, i just wan you be by my side all the time, but i know it won't happen.

i already very happy tat i can be wif u..

haiis.. i dunno wat to say..

i m just afraid to say anything again and get u irritated?

hopeless gal.

Love Quotes

Love Quotes

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

i begin to become lazy le..

even lazy to blog le..

i feel so tired everyday..

lazy and tired. and i never do my homework again..

even my art also haven't do..

dunno why i can go for sec 5..

many people were surprise i can go but not them..

i feel surprise too..

yesterday i spend my valentine's day at home..

msn wif my hubby.. we were chatting happily.

when i go down to buy dinner, i saw him.

i was so so so happy..

i miss him so badly..

although yesterday i can't spend the day wif him side by side..

but at least he accompany me to past the day by chatting wif him..

by tis way i also can be happy..

i m just a simple gal..=)

today, dar unable to accompany me as he will be going to his cousin house every sunday..

i have use to it..

i will spend every of my sunday doing some of the homework.

hope time can pass faster by doing something..

tomorrow is monday le..

i can't wait till tmr to see him..

JoN, imissyou.!

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤s you always, my baobeii.

my mood damn down..

feeling so disappointed so suddenly..

so many years never celebrate valentine le..

tis year never celebrate should be ok.. but i dun feel so.. haiis!

tmr spendind my whole day at home..

damn no life..

i miss him so much.. i hate tis kind of feeling..

i hope we can be side by side for all moment.

say so much also no use le..

i just wanna blog out my feeling to make me feel much more better..

till here.. i'm off to sleep.. Zzzz

HAPPY VALENTINE to ❤JoN.... and everybody.!

❤JoN, iloveyou..

loves..❤

JoN tAn, iloveyou.❤..

one more day to valentine's day..

should be few more hours to it..

i pass my today very happily..

i received a flower during my geography class..

it was so surprised.. delivered by pearlene.. [thanks]

after tat i found out it was from JoN..

thank you so much..

iloveyou.=)

after sch..

he ask me.. happy liao right..

cos due to yesterday.. haiis..

after school.

we went to canteen.. slack abit den go foyer..

foyer slack abit den u went to Palm cove room.. watch movie..

today i pass my day comfortably..

i pass my afternoon wif him..

hope i and him can go out tmr..

i really really hope.. i really can pass my valentine's day tis year wif my boy..

i kept remember last year.. how i pass my valentine day.. haiis..

❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

today is total defence day.. i think..

early in the morning need to go field to pitch tent..

it was so boring..

class 511 won..

after all my lesson.. i went to anglican high to find him..

try to contact him but can't.. text him.. and call many time..

but no answer.. too engross in watching match le and his phone was in the bag..

went there to find him.. sit somewhere around him..

we never talk much..

finish watching match.. we walked to 85 market to have so called dinner..

all the way to there..

friends have ask me wat happen? why i sian sian de..

but not him till after they ask..

most of the time.. i m walking alone.. far behind them..

he ask me wat happen to me den i say nothing..

den he keep walking.. izzit can't see tat i m tired?

why can't him jst slow down his foot step and not walking wif his brothers..

reach there..

i m happy tat he sit wif me alone at a table wif no other people.

we talk abit..

after eating..

back to same again..

i walked behind alone again..

the moment of pain inside my heart..

makes me wanna tears out..

but i try to stop myself..

went to blk 116 there de basketball..

he just leave me there..

i finally cannot take it.. my tears drop..

i try to wait for him till 7 plus near to 8..

waiting.. waiting.. waiting..

told him the time.. and yet he continue playing..

i just wanna spend the few min on the bus wif him..

is tat so difficult?

i just wan u have some times for me..

please..

around 8.. i leave the basketball court alone..

on the way to bus stop.. my tears keep dropping down..

walking to bus stop crying..

sitting alone in bus crying..

i try to cool down myself before i go home..

down the bus.. i saw his parents..

my nose was still red at that time..

they ask me......................

disappointed sia.. damn it..

i m feeling weaker and weaker everyday..

more and more tired..

=)

so many days never update my blog le..
i feel so tired everyday after i reach home.. straight away lie on the floor and sleep.!
sunday never update is bcos i was doing my homework..
monday never update bcos i reach home very very late..

monday... our school basketball team member VS anglican high ..
we lost.. =(
having many problems happening after the match.. childish..
yay.. i have become mature.. ??? hahaz
after problem soving.. we went to blk 85 to have our lunch.. also known as dinner..
after dinner, they went to blk 166 there play basketball till 8 plus..
so i also wait for him till 8 plus..
reach home...... chiong my homework.. tat day is a tiring day for me.. haiis.!

yesterday, there is basketball training..
after school, i waited for him to end his lesson and i went to his house..
only able to go his house for less than 30 mins.. but at least still got the chance to go..
hahaz.. yesterday was so happy..

hey.. wednesday, which is today.. TIRED..
in the morning, briefing about tmr de total defence de event..
tmr we will be at the field pitching tent.. bo liao.
den lesson will be per normal after 10am.. wth is tat.. 2 hrs also happy.
after the briefing.. lecturing by SHANTI.. [the undertaker] *spelling*
about our O's level thingy..
now i'm afraid tat i can't score well for my O's
but i have decided to go poly wif him, so i m going to study hard and i wanna go same poly wif him if i can..
work hard and play hard..
i wanna show people i can make it to poly wif less than 19 points..
i will work for it.. yaling! jiayou.. lols

today was boring for english lesson.. haiis.
went for recess.. recently, i having my recess at third floor..
having fun fun fun there..
math lesson..
i failed my class test of inequalities..
i mix up.. ahhhhhhhhhhhh..
now learning about SETS.
CME.. boring till wanna sleep..
i end my lesson at 2pm and i must wait my chemistry remedial at 4.30pm..
crazy man.! but i have chatting wif y friends and i have finished my homework..
den now no hw tat why i can blog.
today at chemistry remedial.. i learn something..
i finally can adsorb something le.. clever me.! lols

blog till here..
hey.! friends.. VALENTINE DAY coming.!


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Jesslyn.: Go my blog check out the post on valentine tips You might find what you want for valentine ^^
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go see tis.. LOTS of clothes..

annonymous: guys are like that, you can't blame them for playing bball, try and play w him.
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loved?

guy or girl

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering howlong you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more thanthat.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who ... kissesyour forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

life sux.

today is friday. although got homework, my weekend start now.

life in sch sux man.!

everyday sure got homework. wtf

everyday sch life are so boring.

teachers are so irritating. keep chasing for homework..

i m damn tired now, every lesson feel like sleeping.

everytime daydreaming in the class. haiis.!

dunno whether i can make it till my O's level anot..

there is some points tat make me feel like giving up..

but .... haiiissss

my art still haven't even started..

i m still at mindmap..

people may think tat my life is very relaxing.. but the truth is NOT.

=(

i just wan the life i should be having now..

i wan my type of life..

slacking everytime.. go out everytime.. have my stead beside me everytime..

but all tis won't be happening in my life.. and WHY?

MY LIFE DAMN SUX..

i dun think i can take it anymore..

zzzzzzzzzzzz

i was nearly bang by a motorecycle yesterday..

on my way home.. i was thinking..

wat will happen if i really bang by the motorcycle?

now wat i m going to do is treasure my time with you..

cherish everything i have now.

i just wan u to pei me. u know tat u will be going home early but u still will spend most of ur time playing..

i know i wan play basketball.. tat i can't say anything..

guys are like tis.. i have use to it..

but like just now?

i dunno wat u thinking.. u r just like so dulan wif me.. wat have i done..

told u the time liao u still continue playing..

haiis.. i m just scare i say something wrong..

i will just stop here..=(

today is our school, cross country day at bedok reservoir..

so there will be no lesson.. yay..

but need to walk around the reservoir..

today i walk wif shindy.. feel quite fast but dunno i walk for how long..

the most happy thing is tat.........

ALPINE HOUSE is the champion for this year de cross country..

weehx.. so happy.. can show off le..

after that.. went to have lunch wif

my boy, chewshih, puayhoon, justin, wei dong, junwei, zhanyang at mac..

after eating,

chewshih and puayhoon went back to school to have their geo remedial..

while myself and those guys went to fengshan cc.

my boy and i left there at about 5 plus..

alot of homework tat i need to do..

blog other day..

tmr i will be going somewhere for my art..

to see other people art piece.. distinction de..

wish tat i can learn things from there..

bye..

homework time..

stay tune..=)

=)

so random.. we took our 'so called' class photo tis morning..

it was so sudden, not even prepared at all.. so quite weird de..

we took photo is bcos of our class blog.. lols

hey.! tis is my class blog link..

: http://FIVE-ONE-TWO.blogspot.com

feel free to view.. but there's nothing now..

took my temperature today.. i got 37 degree..

so low only.. i thought i will be getting 37.4 or wat.. siians.

after tat i got my mother tongue period..

today lesson topic is about makeup.. about GEISHA..

shindy, chewshih and i kept talking rubbish during lesson..

after chinese lesson should be physic but teacher change it..

so we got our chemistry lesson.. we today have total of 3 hrs of chemistry lesson..

so stress.. one day must learn quite alot of things for chemistry..

but still okay.. we are allow to have food in the lab..

so while listening to her lesson.. we are also able to eat something to kept ourself awake..

today's lesson was so so so boring..

after school.. went to foyer..

everyday i will spend my time at foyer after school..

sitting at there.. i dun feel stress cos i ..... i dunno how to explain..

about time to go home.. i think 5pm?

i went home wif my boy.. i got my hughug..=)

i finally paid for my necklace le..

no money..

but i haven't got my pay..

wednesday den i go get my pay..

tmr i got my english lesson.. but i haven't do her hw..

i dunno how to do.. den also dun feel like trying..

tmr i got my art lesson also..

haven't even start on my mindmap, going to do later bahx?

shindy saw tis post.. sure scold me go die de..

not passing up my hw again and haiis..

hahaz..

hey.. i need go do my art le..

blog next time..

stay tune..!

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