today........ haiis! early in the morning, my mood was so bad. due to him larhx. bloody hell. never mind. sitting at the parade square with mostly of my head facing down. my friends care about me and asked me why. my answer for them is just nothing. reading period, ms wong say care for ur loves one around you. i did. during reading period, my tears started coming down. i told myself not to cry, but i can't do it. after the released, i ran towards wendy and i started crying. i told her how i feel at tat time. finally i cried, i have been tolerating for so long le.
firstperiod is ART. went to art wif my eyes red. ms ng was shock. she asked me wat happen. in the middle of lesson, she asked me out to chat. i told her the situation i have. she say next time i got anything happen, i can go find her anytime. so touch when a teacher say tis to me. thanks ms ng. and wendy also say, i got anything tat i wanna say out and wanna find a listener can go find her.. THANKS WENDY! crying out everything i feeling much more better now. i will be netrual.

i have saved $36 only for now. still got more to go. when can i save up to about $100? saving money is so difficult.

blog till here. damn tired nowadays. no more freedom after sch. all i have are remedial remedial remedial. lesser and lesser time to be with him. will just tahan few more months and i thinking i will have even more time to be with him. heehx! so happy. stop being crazy and stop till here!