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recently, lots of things have been happening. haiis! in just few days, so much problems happening. i m tired! very very tired now. i can't manage my studies den now tis kind of thing happened. why will tis happen? wat happen to us? many ?????????????????????

from tis quarrelling, i think i have learnt something. in fact, many...

firstly, i won't tell secrets at all. unless to JoN. now he can be counted as the closest person to me le.a person tat i can share my thoughts wif. cos i trust him. he is my loves one. if i kept everything within me, i think i one day will go mad. hope he can understand me. i dun wish him to neglect me. DaR: iloveyou.

secondly, i won't trust anybody easily. tis time round, i will see carefully whether who can be trusted. wanting a friend tat can be trust and worth me to trust is so difficult. trying very hard to be learning independent, cos i know one day, everyone around me will leave me. i have once tis feeling. when i sad, nobody was there, accept kevin. he was there for me, conforting me but not others. i think tis is friend? now i like tat, kevin.. i m sry. i will just let off tis matter.

i will learn from my bloody mistakes. i will try to stop interfering and slowly get myself out of tis. sorry chewshih. i will try not to get into problems. i wan study le. i went for sec 5 is because of JoN, my parents. going for sec 5 due to some reasons. i dunwan waste my tis years. i have wasted much of my time already. due to never study when i m in sec 2, i drop to sec 3 NA. abit regret. now my aim is tat, I WANT GO POLY. going to the same polytechnic wif him.

i think my limit reaches a point le. i'm tired le. . . . . .

till here!