when i receive this message.. that say he deciding whether to break with me anot.. my tears immediately drop down.. he say he is sick and tired of me hitting him all the time.. my childish-ness have course me into trouble.. deep deep trouble.. my 幸福 have been ruin by myself.. I NEED TO CHANGE MYSELF to more lady like.. i this time really need to change le.. i totally regret.. REGRET LARHX.. i m really very sorrie..but stop treating me like this.. my heart will hurts......... very hurts.. i know that everytime i m alway the one who making you angry.. i m so useless and so hopeless.. a very lousy stead.. i dun wanna break with you.. give me chance..
in the night.. nobody that i can cry to.. nobody at all.. only you.. almost every night hide under my pillow crying.. crying in the night.. whenever i cry.. my heart.. really pains.. thinking about you. totally helpless.. tears keep dropping down.. den morning wake up, my eyes are swallow.. I WAN MY 幸福 . dun leave me.. i will never let you go.. and u can't be replace.. FORGIVE ME.. i dunwan cry anymore.. 对不起.. 请你原谅我 ! 但是你可以爱我很久吗?
JON..! 我是真的真的很爱你! ❤
WHERE IS MY HAPPINESS?
I WANNA FIND IT BACK..
