Now is 2:39am.. and yet i m still sitting in front of my com doing facebook quizzes and blogging.. plus later at 12:30pm i need to go sch and having math mock test at 1:30pm.. i'm gonna be a supergal. i did one facebook quiz, asking WHAT'S YOUR BIGGEST WEAKNESS? ans: jealousy.
it explain:

You envy others, but you are also confident about yourself. But sometimes you wish you could be confident about yourself without the masks. You clean before people come over, even though you are typically a mess. You dress up or wear revealing clothes, show off your tan, tattoos, and body, because you feel like it will get attention and make you feel worth something. Sexiness is something you value, but you really want to be admired for your heart. You want someone to see through the masks and love you for you, but you sometimes don't know who that person is and you fear opening up to someone because you don't want to be hurt. You wish you could be like someone else, trade places just for a day, to see what it's like to be perfect. You like lists and getting things done, but you rarely finish them. You want to be loved, so badly, for who you are and you're just waiting for the right person to show you that it's okay to rest in who you were made to be, and not who you are always trying to be.

i find it true.


i have not blog for quite a long time due to laziness. Wednesday and Thursday school per normal. Friday, i got my English Prelim 2 paper. i was quite tough, i thinki flunk it. After paper, was called by Ms Ng to stay back and talked to us about ART. We got to go for art for the whole september holiday. I was like WTF.! After tat, went home to get myself changed and meet Kevin, TugKeong and Don at CrossFire. Followed by Shindy and PuayHoon came to meet me. Have dinner, slack and home. As for saturday, went for Art den home. Sunday have a good rest at home. Monday, went inter wif my mother. Met Shindy 2 plus at CrossFire to go find TugKeong, Don and Yihao. blah blah blah.. After tat went to have some desert wif them plus Adam. Finish eating, all went seperate ways. All went home accept me and shindy went to study. TugKeong accompanied along. Around 8 plus went home, wash up and sat in front of my com, chatting wif YiHao, pet society, quizzes. . . . . . till now.


I'm really afraid tat i will influence my friends. I got no hope in studies anymore. I feel like giving up anytime. I wanna be strong in front of you all, but i think i can't anymore. Sorry to reveal my weakness side of me.