Recently, my mood is damn sucky. yesterday, wake up early and met cindy at inter at 10am to bring her cousin and co. to East Coast Beach. Her cousin's friends, all were late by an hour. While waiting for them, i kept nagging non stop. After tat, went to sch and cindy went for D&T, waited for her and janli outside. At 2pm, we attended the meet the parent session's speech. It was damn fucking boring. All the teachers were bullshitting. They acted like an angel in front of all the parents. After the speech, went to respective classroom to get our prelim 2 timetable and our report slip. Went to get change to go out wif Joshua Lim(birthday boy), Joshua Wee, Dennis, Jordan. Yesterday was Joshua Lim's Birthday. This four guys waited for me for half an hour, when i reach there, they never say a single thing. feel so honoured. First Destination, we went to paya lebar there to play pool. before playing, they went to eat and darly came. It was fun, pair up with jordan to VS wif darly and dennis. After tat, Cindy and Janli came meet us. den we trained to orchard, ceneleisure. we had our dinner at Suki Sushi. The food there was nice. Sonia, Khairul and Kevin came. All went to watch movie except me, cindy, janli and dennis, four of us went home. yesterday was a fun day, i hope there will be more outings. Wednesday will be Joshua Wee's birthday. ^^

沈祥龙-希望

那些回忆会永远保持甜蜜..
不管未来你会在哪里..
我都不会忘记我爱你..
你是我微笑的原因..



The lyric:

我一直以来都守护在你身边
不知你如何看得见
只好静静靠在一边

你的笑容能让我开心一整夜
好像拥有你在我生边
让灰暗世界变成晴天

时间已经不多
我还有话很想说
一留埋藏心中却要如何开口

该不该继续沉默
该不该勇敢至说
希望你回头

不能在一起也没关系
至少你懂我的心 会在想你
那些回忆会永远保持甜蜜

不管未来你会在哪里
我都不会忘记 我爱你
你是我微笑的原因


只是希望你能比从前开心

i'm back. tis few days will be busy wif my art. i almost finishing my canvas le, accept my photos. difficult to decide and ms ng was choosy. can't tolerate her. planning to tell her on monday tat i will use watever photos i wan. left 3 more days for me to finish up everything including my 8 black board. damn stress sia. need to cope wif my art and study.hope i can finish it on time. i can't be bothered anymore like relationship thingy. i regret coming for sec 5, i dunwan regret for not studying well to go poly. i will just concentrate on my English, math and science and maybe humanities. i dun like the feeling of people looking down at me. although i didn't pass any subject for my prelim 1. but i will work hard for my prelim 2. after tis coming wednesday, after i pass up my art, i will start to chiong. ^^
i dun like the yaling i m now. i wanna change. the one i m now is being influence and changed by him. some people say i have changed into a better person. some say i m still the same. as for him, he change a lot. he not the one i knew him last year. his friend also have the same thinking as me. hope you will read my blog and know wat's going wrong wif u.
i m still learning to let go. thanks for ur necklance, ring, piglet and memories. i will cherish.

Yesterday, got back our mother tongue result. I got B3. *sad* my expectation is A2 and my oral got a merit. First time got merit for my chinese oral, damn disappointed. After taking the result, kept thinking of whether should i retake? Went home straight after 1:30pm, didn't attend humanities lesson. Emoing for the whole day. Now my decision is, I DUN WANNA RETAKE! I think it is totally waste of my time and money.

my relationship thingy is over. i m single now. Sad.! i cried. From just now till now, my tears kept dropping down. Many times had been hurt by him. Tis time round, i feel hurt too. although i experience tis quite a number of time. I had been together wif him for 1yr 3mths 14days. Happy and sad memories will be kept wif me till the day i die. I will not forget tis relationship. My study sux! my relationship thingy also sux! Now i let go one, i hope i can cope wif my study now. Feel abit regret coming up to sec 5. haiis.! But wat can i do now?.. nth.! but only to study. there is a must for me to chiong every subject like siao. Hope tat friends won't be coming up to me to ask about my relationship thing. i think the moment you ask, i will shed into tears. ^^

Bad thing keep happening now in my life. when will the happy thing comes? i m waiting.

my blog sot sot de.. recently not in good mood. School life sux man. Heard tat tmr taking back our O level chinese result. I m so looking foward to it, so curious wat score will i have. last blog was saturday till now. sunday didn't do anything but to just slack the whole day at home. damn fucking boring. monday, after school went for the poly course talk. Did understand more about the courses. *good*. After poly talks, went to have so called 'dinner' at paya lebar wif cindy, grace, janli, peiling, chewshih and shelby. Well, for today lesson per normal. sian. left sch at 4 plus and slack till 9 plus den home again.

Chewshih is sick. she got all the symptoms of H1N1. Heard tat Don also have symptoms of H1N1. joshua wee is also sick. he got flu and he is sitting beside during lesson time. Weehx.! i gonna be sick soon. all tis three people, i have contact wif them. i dunwan go SCHOOL.

SCHOOL sux.. TEACHER even more sux!

I really very sad. you may see me joking around wif my friends happily, but do you actually know how i feel right now? whenever i saw you, i feel like crying out loud. Friends have been showing their care but not you. All i wan is you. i try to get things clear wif you, i told you tat i need some talks wif you but you seems to be avoiding me. you dun even wanna talk to me, can i know the reason why. If tis continues, there is no point for us to continue tis relationship anymore, i think.? cos i can't feel ur love for me anymore.

.....:why m i suffering tis?

sibei long bo update liao. Here comes yaling.! ^^ Friends have been asking me to update but due to lazyness and tiredness. Have been going out wif cindy, grace, chewshih, janli and peiling. we went to watch quite a few movie together, e.g UP, Xia Dao Siao... almost everyday slack till 9 plus den reach home. yesterday, went to k-session wif grace, cindy and chewshih due to no place to go. After singing, went to have dinner wif grace and cindy at my house there and chewshih went home.after dinner, we slack at void deck till 9 plus. see. everyday the same. slack, slack and slack again.

Many things had happened during tis period of time. Dun wanna mention it. first, due to too many things happen le. second, i feel quite sad. third, is my relationship problem and dun feel like sharing it. those who are my friends, they will know. my prelim result sux.! my art!!!! sian larhx. i gonna work hard for my prelim two. Heard tat next week gonna take back our O's level mother result. quite scary. i hope i can get at least B3 for my chinese result. i wanna win my friends. tis is one only subject i can score.

i am bloody sad larhx.! who can i share wif? i hope i can cry out loud now.

i'm back. Not been blogging for quite a long time. Been staying back in school for night study and during prelim week, went to bedok library to study, making use of the air- conditioner. Last wednesday, 29/07 went to bugis with cindy, janli and chewshih as our paper end early. bought my dar for his favourite cap. took a pic of the cap but sian. cannot post my photo again. just dunno the reason why. I just can rmb all tis.Friday went to Singapore Polytechnic wif grace and cindy for grace de DPA. after tat went bugis to slack den home. saturday went up early in the morning for art. Zhengwei's art is so beautiful now, friends! go up to the art room and have a look. after art, went for a hair cut(frindge), den home. Well Well. Today wake up at 8 plus in the morning by my friend msg and went back to sleep till 3 plus. shuang! But later on i will not be sleeping, as i will be chionging my art till tmr morning. tmr is prelim art. my theme is TIME. blog till here. stay tune!